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kayla_25 @ 2006-03-19T09:16:00

2006-03-19T17:28:34Z

well just because i'm bored im gonna update ;))
-Randoms-
1.i don't like pageants anymore ;(
2.i'll probably never be in another one in my life ;)
3.my sister placed 1st last night in the pageants
4.i love Haley Hannah and Sam
5.i'm watching walk the line
6.i have to add Haley on icq
7.i keep forgetting
8.i can't get a hold of Cindy
9.i got my nails done and it's really hard to type
10.i miss Andrew and David alot
11.this layout makes me feel flirty
12.i desperately have to go shopping!
13.i love hollister
14.Nick Perry is so hot
15.Haley thinks she knows who i like
16.but i think she's wrong but i dont know
17.i want to see She's the man
18. i think thats what it's called?
19.i hate being short
20.i LOVE flip-flops
21.i really haven't updated very good in a long time
22.but i don't care ;)
23.Brooke's getting on my nerves
24.really bad
25.i love the high school
26.i don't play any sports that i used to i miss them
27.i should've played softball
28.even though i suck
29.i miss being able to talk to certain people
30.i don't trust others easily
31.i need a boyfriend
32.^ my life story
33.

this is enough..
i love you guys.

kayla_25 @ 2006-03-15T15:12:00

2006-03-15T23:12:06Z

hey guys i havent updated in like 2731246821 million years but i thought i would so here it is!..oh yeah i like someone [n e w]..try to guess..;)

kayla_25 @ 2006-02-18T13:27:00

2006-02-18T21:28:33Z

Ask me a question about each of the following catagories(annoy.or user):
[FRIENDS]
[SEX]
[MUSIC]
[GUYS]
[EVERYDAY LIFE]
[LOVE]
[LJ]
[RANDOM] (anything at all*)

i'll answer anything! ;)

kayla_25 @ 2006-02-12T11:51:00

2006-02-12T19:51:28Z

Well I have been outside playing in the snow it was REALLY REALLY fun! i dont really have anything else to update about but i hope we don't have school tomorrow

kayla_25 @ 2006-01-29T12:41:00

2006-01-29T17:43:55Z

she`s deeper than you think ..
she has secrets too.

&& i guess she just
got tired of always being
S E C O N D B E S T ..

I'm so sick & tired of acting like i'm fine, cause truthfully, i'm not.
I can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. You were the one
person who was always supposed to be there for me, one of my best friends,
my everything.. & you ruined it all in that moment & i acted like it
didn't hurt, & for a while, i didn't think it did..but the tears are here &
i now realize that it hurt more than anything in the world.

& sometimes i just feel
like screaming it in your face
maybe then you`d understand

i like those...

kayla_25 @ 2006-01-18T12:16:00

2006-01-18T17:17:24Z

Well here's my update!
W-O-W!!
oh yeah its a snow day!

kayla_25 @ 2006-01-02T17:04:00

2006-01-02T22:05:30Z

okay guys forget the other journal i dont have time to like fix it and it takes to long to add all my friends back so yeah sorry!

kayla_25 @ 2006-01-01T14:57:00

2006-01-01T20:02:07Z

hey guys...my journal screwed up so i made a new one!
www.livejournal.com/users/kala_25!
im adding everyone back on my friends list!

kayla_25 @ 2006-01-01T13:23:00

2006-01-01T18:24:19Z

IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME KNOW IN A COMMENT!!!
there better be alot!
love yah lots

kayla_25 @ 2005-12-30T17:17:00

2005-12-30T22:27:36Z

i am really bored so i am going to update with this little survey thing!

2005 In The Beginning......
Where did you ring in the New Year? Victoria's house
Who were you with? Victoria.Brett.Amber.some more!
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? Not that night
Did you make any resolutions? Yeah a few
If so, did you keep them? nah not really

2005 Friends and Enemies......
Did you meet any new friends this year? yeah..some
Did any of your friendships end? some kinda grew apart?
Did you dislike anyone? yeah i sure did!
Did you get into any fights? Nope
Did you make any new enemies? not really
Who was your closest friend? Kayla.Hannah.Andrew.VJ.

2005 The Holidays......
Did you have a Valentine? No i never do..thats sad :(
Did the Easter bunny visit you? Oh yeah
Did you dress up for Halloween? nope i went..hmmm i went somewhere LOL!
What did you do for Thanksgiving? ate turkey of course!
Did you make a list of gifts for the holidays? nah!
Did you receive what you wanted? yeP!
Were you good this holiday season? i am a good girl!

2005 Your BIRTHDAY!!!
How old did you turn? 14
Did you have a cake? Yeap What did you do for your birthday? i went shopping!
Did you have a party? nah
Did you get any presents? Yep

2005......The Memories and Accomplishments!
Funniest Memory? haha the movies with kayla and andrew and dean..lemons!
Saddest Memory? i cant rememeber
Best Accomplishment? lord i dont know

2005.....FAVORITES!
Favorite TV shows? laguna beach..newlyweds..real world..making the band
Favorite song? gah i had a lot
Favorite bands? Fallout Boy
Favorite food? cheese fries
Favorite stores? hollister..aero
Favorite restaurants? outback!
Favorite piece of clothing? umm my aero jeans and my hollister sequins shirt

2005.....All about YOU....
Did you change at all this year? yeah some
Was 2005 a good year? yep
Did 2005 bring any new insights? yeha
Do you think 2006 will top 2005? probably
Do you have any goals for 2006? win pageants* i dunno
Do you wish 2005 wouldn't end? ahh i just hope 2006 is better

kayla_25 @ 2005-12-30T16:24:00

2005-12-30T21:26:21Z

//well i got a new cell phone today
the number is...
1-276-275-8619
so call me there from now on ;)

-loves!
//ka.la!

kayla_25 @ 2005-12-29T18:44:00

2005-12-29T23:49:24Z

well...i am really bored so i thought i would update!!
//nothin' has really happened today..ive been at my cousin's since last night and i have been on the computer like ALL day...
//guys..i really dont like the person i liked like a week ago..i really dont like anyone these days..there's just no guys in Coeburn...that arent my friends..ahh but i dunno....
i havent been anywhere all break nowheres at all i really need to do somethin
but this is good enough of an update

leave me lots;)
//ka.la

..

2005-12-29T02:37:35Z

guys i dont really feel myself lately like im totally out of place in this big world...i think i need more friends or something..so if you are my friend..comment and tell me so and also do the thing below! pretty please!

One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind how great you are.

i really want to know what you all think about me!
i love him more than he'll ever know..and the reason he'll never know is b/c he never gives a chance!

-lots of my love!

..hmm

2005-12-26T21:18:42Z

well lets start wiTh Christmas, i got
holey jeans, tons and tons of clothes,panties,bras,socks, and i am going to pick out my cell phone and my new computer the 29th! i had a good one...but hmm we beat clintwood..why? b/c we are the freakiN' crap!

//i guess thats about all...
..i think these are really cute
Hey Guys You Think Your A Man?? A Man Is A King.......
A King Is A Ruler........ A Ruler Is 12"........ Do U Think Your A Man

cheating is like playing pool on 2 tables... you might have the balls... but you're going to wear out your stick"

//kala.
although i pretend not to..i still love him!

updatE

2005-12-22T15:38:10Z

well..we are finallY out for break.! i havent really done anything yet b/c its like the first day! It shoulD be fun though!we play clintwood tonight..i think..i have to cheer.ughh i hate it..but w/e!

do this lil' thing for me.;)
.*.RATE ME 1-10.*.
--honesty-
--looks-
--brains-
--kindness-
--strength...physical and emotional-
--trustworthiness-

yeah..but i dont really have anything to update about so i will later!
-lotsofcomments!

kayla_25 @ 2005-12-13T18:18:00

2005-12-13T23:41:55Z

weLl i donT kn0w whY i am upDatIng b/c n0 onE evE reaDs thIs bUt w/E

leT's sEe
__.satUrday-CinDy came Up..we weNt to thE malL..my m[]m went shopping foR me and we ate At outBack<- i realLy love thAT plaCe!..nothIn* elSe reaLly happEned!
__.SunDay-i wenT to KingspoRt maLl w/ my aUnt..thAt maLl reaLly suCks..buT nothIn' reaLly haPpeneD thaT day///
__.m0Nday-wE weRe ouT foR snOw anD i taLked to Cindy and VictoRia on the pHone aLL day!! wE trIed to call andRew buT hE dIdnt anSwer!! anD i jusT reaLiZed thAT it wOuld bE reaLly fuNny iF i caLled hiM paTe!!hahA buT anywaYs!
__.toDay-i haVen'T doNe anyThing beSides talK on thE ph0Ne t0 sOme peoPle ..i waS goiNg to g0 to thE girLs basKetball gaMe bUt i fiGured we'D geT beaT s0 i Didnt...thE only goOd onE oN thEre is HannAh liGht anD of coUrse morgaN thinKs shE is !
__.righT noW- i aM trYing t0 rePly bacK to Doug and dUstin oN icq buT of coUrse it's not woRking!!!!
buT thats about all thatS happeNed!!

__.randomS!
..i reaLly want a boyfriend
..i thiNk guys areNt interesTed in me b/c Im noT a whOre
..i have a new e.Mail address
..itS litlmisskala@yahoo.com
..i wanT nooDles
..vicToria callEd buT i didNt answer!
..iM weaRing these reallY cuTe yelloW victoria seCret joggIn panTs
..i liKe them
..alOt
..i likE weLl someOne
..i think heS hoT
..although i doNt knoW her Danielle Funk is like gorgeously pretty!
..i wanT Burger King
..i need To go tO the bowLing allEy!!
..thiS is really boring!!

yep but thats about all and i need to delete some entries b/c they are pointless but i wont b/c i dont feel like it!!!!

lovE ya bunches!!
xoxo!
and i am not updatinG anymore until i geT a total of 3 coMments!
wow!

go hokies//!

2005-11-26T17:36:24Z

well..i am gettin' ready to go to the tech vs. north carolins game! haha i can't wait GO HOKIES!!
but i thought i would tell you that!! ///

WHOOO! go HOKIES!!!

well..

2005-11-26T02:08:26Z

well..well is alwayZ the subject of my entries..!
i haven't done anything at all this break..haha my boring life!
well my thanksgiving i really dont know how it's went b/c well we aren't having it until Sunday!!! yeah i know it's retarded but it's a long story!

well right now i aM on icq talkin' to Brittany and Travis and i was talkin' to Justin but i told him what i thought about some people and now he wont talk to me but oh well!!!;) yeah but Cindy still isn't back from Abingdon yet and im so bored...im at my cousin matt's and he's really getting on my nerves! but that's enough of an update. since no one reads this anyways!!!
but i thought i would update and tell you how my thanksgiving didnt go!!

-.commEnt.-

bored..

2005-11-24T00:21:07Z

well i am bored...so i thought i would update this thing
..i havent really done anything today but get on here...well like i said i am bored and stupid ANDREW PATE wont talk to me cause' he is playin a game..and noone else is on!! so i am gonna fill out this survey

NAME= Kayla Breann Large

: piercing(s) = 1

: tattoos =nope

: height= 4'10

: shoe size = 2.5-4.o

: hair color = Blonde

: siblings = 1 sister

LAST...

: movie you rented = gah..i dunno

: movie you bought = ^^^^

: song you listened to = Dirty Little Secret

: song that was stuck in your head = can i have it like that.

: cd you bought = Now 20

: cd you listened to =burnt cd

: person you've called = Cindy

: person that's called you = Logan

: tv show you've watched = Gilmore Girls

: person you were thinking of = someone;)

DO....

: you have a crush on someone = yep

: you wish you could live somewhere else = nah..not really

: you think about suicide = no way.

: you believe in online dating = nope

: others find you attractive = yeah i guess?

: you want more piercings = nope

: you like cleaning = when i get my spurts

: you like roller coasters = NO!

: you write in cursive or print = both!

FOR OR AGAINST...

: long distance relationships = against

: using someone = against

: suicide = against

: killing people = against

: teenage smoking = against

: driving drunk = against

: gay/lesbian relationships = against

: soap operas = for

HAVE YOU...

: ever cried over a girl = nah.

: ever cried over a boy = yep

: ever lied to someone = yeah

: ever been in a fist fight = nope

: ever been arrested = nope

: ever gotten pulled over by the police = nope

WHAT...

: shampoo do you use = garnier fructis

: shoes do you wear = birkenstocks...

: are you scared of = the dark!

NUMBER...

: of times I have been in love? = none

: of times I have had my heart broken? = none

: of hearts I have broken? = none

: of girls I have kissed? = none

: of boys I have kissed? = 2

: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 3

: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = i dunno..quite a bit

: of scars on my body? = shew all kinds

: of things in my past that I regret? = not 0ne regret:)
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

: pretty – i guess

: funny – yep

: hot – idk

: friendly – yeah ..sometimes

: amusing – not really

: ugly - nope

: loveable – i guess

: caring – yep

: sweet – yeah i guess

: dorky – yeah haha

FAVORITE ...

: 4 letter word: soap..haha

: Candy: lifesaver gummies

: Cereal: cocoa rice krispies

: Chewing gum: orbit

: Color(s): pink and yellow

: Day of week: saturday

: Least fave day: monday

: Flower: daisies

: Jello flavor: strawberry

: Special skills/talents: idk

: Summer/Winter: summer

: Trampolines or swimming pools: both

PERSON WHO LAST...

: Slept in your bed: me..

: Saw you cry: dont remember

: Made you cry: hrmm.

: You went to the movies with: andrew kayla jonathan

Yelled at you: brooke

: Sent you an email: Victoria

HAVE YOU EVER...

: Said "I love you" and meant it?: i only say it if i mean it

: Gone out in public in your pajamas: yep

: Kept a secret from everyone: yeah

: Cried during a movie: yeah.. the lion king and the notebook

: Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: who?

: Planned your week based on the TV Guide: uhh no

: Been on stage: yep

: Been to New York: no

: Been to California: nop

: Hawaii: Nope

: China: Nope

: Canada: Nope

: Europe: Nope

: Asia: Nope

: South America: nope

: Australia: Nope

: Wished you were the opposite sex: nah

: What time is it now?: 7:12 p.m.

: Apples or bananas?: bananas

: Blue or red?: blue

: Walmart or target?: wal*mart

: Spring or Fall?: spring

: What are you gonna do after you finish this?: talk on icq

: High school or college?: high school
: Are you bored?: definitely...

: Last noise you heard?: brookes video games

: Last smell you sniffed?: warm vanilla sugar

: Last time you went out of state/province?: like april

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE...

: Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yep

: Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yep,like 2 or 3 OTHER INFO...

: Criminal record?: Nope

: Do you speak any other languages?: nope

: Last book you read: shew..i hate reading
: things in your bedroom?: closet, tv ,dresser,couch

: Things you dislike about yourself the most: i hate my eyes..they're so boring

: Worst feeling in the world: being broken hearted

: Who you love: someone

: Who you miss: someone

YOU...

: Nickname(s): midget..lil kayla..

: Initials: KBL

: How old do you look? umm like 10

: How old do you act?: shew i dunno sometimes younger sometimes older

: Glasses/Contacts: neither

: Braces: nah

: Do you have any pets?: yep..2 dogs

: You get embarrassed: yep

: What makes you happy?: someone

: What upsets you?: people bein mad at me
FINISH THE SENTENCE...

: I Miss...my dog

: I Wish...I was datin someone

: I Hope...to go shopping

: I'm Annoyed by...people not messaging me back!

: I Am... hungry

: I Would Never...hurt someone on purpose

: I Am Tired of...him not knowing i even like him!!

well..

2005-11-23T01:53:12Z

things they still suck...and i hate when people blame stuff on me that i never realized i was doin'...hannah and kayla this update is to ya'll if you dont forgive me after this then screw it b/c i have nothin' else to say....

i am sorry that i made you mad..i never really realized that i was "abandoning" you..but when i put it into perspective i really actually was if that's what you want to call it..i never meant to it just happened but you all dont understand how left out i felt around you and i really dont care if nemo felt that way to b/c im not nemo im kayla..when i looked at it i saw it as making more new friends..i understand that you're hurt and i would be too...but Kayla when you said you didnt care last night that hurt and even if i pretend it didnt the truth always comes out...like you said last night its my choice i want to be friends with them but also i want to be friends w/ you all...you all were my best friends and when you called last night i realized things between us will never be the same....i miss you i really do ...and last night when i told you victoria liked "him" i was lying..that whole update before was to get you to talk to me...Cindy knew and you all would have been the first to know if we werew talkin i realize it was my fault, hannah, for not talking to yall but i REALLY thought you wouldnt want to talkto me b/c i was friends with them..remember when we were all friends? i wishit was like that now...guess itll never happen...I LOVE YA'LL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kayla_25 @ 2005-11-20T17:45:00

2005-11-20T22:54:23Z

well i havent upda+ed this thing in freakin ever so

..right now..kayla is mad at me..i dont know if hannah is but its hannah and kayla so..yeah'
..earlier today..went to church came home..got on icq..boring!
..yesterday..got back from victoria's..cindy came home w/ me..we got on icq talked o andrew david and dean...i love them but they are so crazy..
..friday..went to school..went home w/ victoria..cindy and sam came w/ us..then amber and nicole came later..we had so much freakin' fun!! haha pyramid on tha pol table..right cindy!..
..rest of the week..cant remember

.life in general..-> well its pretty good but i really need a b/f..i guess i really am too picky but its coeburn..i really like this guy but hes got a g/f..and i cant tell hannah and kayla cause they are mad at me!..school*s good i guess..it could be better. but i love the high school!!!

i should have kissed you when i had the chance!!!!!!!!!
well hannah and kayla if you're like actually readin this please please dont be mad at me i love you guys!!!!!!!!!i miss you so much!!!

l0tZ 0f c0mmentS!!! ctc/275-8094!

kayla_25 @ 2004-01-14T17:13:00

2004-01-14T22:13:29Z